August 2011
11 posts
Everything was great til yesterday.
“Perfect is the enemy of good”
Feel like shit today
Today, Jane is sleeping
You have made me see the light at the end of the tunnel. Its so bright that the tunnel is no longer dark but fully illuminated. Thank you Jane.
Im so tired of telling ppl what i do for a living. Its always “oooh bunkering. Sleazy/dirty/alot of money”. Next time a banker or accountant says that i will be “oooh ur job sucks”
Shades of The Past
I will never be an alcoholic.
Saw glimpses of it again frm my dad and it just brought back alot of unpleasant memories.
I have always felt that I would die young. A couple of years back i would dream of dying everynight for weeks. My biggest fear in life isnt death. Its to be forgotten.
July 2011
10 posts
Sometimes things happen that you are not prepared for. It will come from out of nowhere and take you by surprise. Its up to you whether you look at it as a surprise and random occurence and just let it pass you by like a shooting star, or you jump up as high as you possibly can to catch that star in mid flight before it disappears in the horizon.
J
What a fantastic weekend! Shaun’s Bday was an absolute blast!
The highlight though was spending time with Jane. She is fantastic and perhaps it is fate that our paths crossed at this point in our lives. The future looks bright indeed.
Should I go to Mongolia for a month? The boss wants to send me there to head up the projects. Sounds like a great opportunity and hope it comes into...
All Rained Out
I got caught in the heavy rain this morning. Absolutely love it when it rains. I hate the sun in all its bright and searing glory. I got totally drenched in my pink shirt. I found out that when wet, pink is almost as see-thru as white! SEXY!
I spent the whole of yesterday watching Glee. I think Im becoming damn emo and sentimental cause I teared a few times watching it and I cheered when Kurt and...
endangered
Its been so long since I have been in a phone conversation with someone for an extended period of time. I guess with the advent of whatsapp and bbm, phone conversations have become a thing of the past for me.
Miss those days that it would be so exciting to talk to someone you liked on the phone. To discover through conversation and intonation of voice the kind of person she was. It was like a...
Crossroad
Anywhere familiar with Robinson Road will know that it is pointless to use traffic lights to cross. In my 3 months working here I have jaywalked more times in my life than the past 5 years of my life.
I wish my office had a shower. It would be great to shower once a day at least during working hours. Just cant stand the heat nowadays. Too freaking hot. There is this Jap guy from the neighbouring...
Am I an extrovert? or Introvert? Sometimes i really dont know which category i fall into. I guess I have my moods. But recently I have been making an effort to be more extroverted and outgoing. Maybe as a way to go out and meet more ppl.
We are all like molecules just floating around in a jar. The extroverts are the heated, highly active ones that bounce around and bang into others more often.
I...
Rambled Eggs
Which came first? The chicken or the egg? I pondered this as i was eating my 4th egg during lunch.
It has been 4 days since my collapse and apart from the dizzy spells, things are getting better. I’m grateful for the presence of my friends and family throughout (i been recently practicing saying “thr” words alot”) this predicament.
I reckon the chicken came first.
I...
I should have known, That it would end this way, I should have known, There was no other way, Didn’t hear your warning, Damn my heart gone deaf. I should have known, Look at the shape you’re in, I should have known, But I dove right in, One thing is for certain, As I’m standing here, I should have known. Lay your hands in mine, Heal me one last time, Though I cannot forgive you...
Open to New Experiences
my new mantra in life is to be open to new experiences. so here are some recent examples;
i bought a branded wallet for myself for first time ever
i smoked
i have money in my wallet
got a new watch
i refrained from making fun of a colleague when she tripped and fell down
rode a motorbike
clubbed for first time in 6 months
collapsed at home and was sent to hospital via ambulance
went up...
its damn hard to tumblr discreetly during work. because of that god damned big TUMBLR word on the top of this dashboard. nosy colleagues can easily discover what i am doing. but how is it im still tumbling now? cause i dont give a flying f*
my vow
i will not delete any more blog posts. reasons i delete blog posts:
current gf will read incriminating stuff
current gf will read incriminating stuff
so, this is a note to future gf: dont be so fucking uptight and read so deeply into whatever i type into an irrelevant blog 1 or 2 years ago. if you are really so psycho to look thru such old stuff then maybe u are not worth it. oh and I LOVE YOU!
February 2011
1 post
Dear Diary
Beware of psycho prying eyes on u. You are no longer safe. Having a blog is a stupid idea when they are so many voyeuristic psychos in the world. And btw my dad keeps using this term: a bird in the hand is worth 2 in the bush. Errr yaaaaaaa.
December 2010
1 post
1996
Ahhhhh the days of my youth. 12 years old. Life was pretty much still a great mystery to me. Took my PSLE and did quite well (226 aggregrate) considering i didnt really study much.
The main highlight of this year that changed my life has to be playing soccer for my primary school, Bedok Primary. Before this, soccer was just a hobby i played with my neighbours every evening where we used the...
August 2010
4 posts
Apology
I think im being too critical of everything. I should stop.
Sometimes i wish for too high a standard from everyone else that I lose my own value as a person.
Love Hate Apple
The Iphone is a cultural and technological phenomenon the likes which i have not seen since the Tamagotchi and Nokia 8250 (yes the small phone with that blue color screen).
You see im someone who loves to change my handphone. In fact it was like a hobby in my younger days (18-24). I never owned a single handphone for more than 2 months so i was rather skeptical of many ppl’s claims that the...
June 2010
18 posts
Shagadelic
Today will be my 2nd last day of reservist! Damn shag to wake up 7am and drive all the way to Chua Chu Kang the past few days.
Doesnt help i have been watching world cup matches to 430am everyday! :)
Been very engrossed with the world cup and betting for it. Im convinced that England will always be like how u think sex would be like when u were a virgin. The idea and thought is fantastic, but the actual experience will undoubtedly be a let down.
Sometimes its good to bury the hatchet. After all, who needs a hatchet?
ENOUGH
This isnt a waiting game,
Im slipping into the abyss,
The precarious state of affairs,
I shall surreptitiously slip away….
I miss the days when i could just run and play in the rain. It used to be so carefree when we could just play soccer in the rain. Now im just scared of falling ill or falling and cracking my skull. Aging has made me, us, worry too much abt things. I dont want to worry so much anymore.
Dear Dad,
U woke me up at 230am just to ask me why i sleep so early nowadays. Thank you.
Love,
Your Son
IRONMAN
So i realised that Russian Standard Vodka results in memory loss cause i sure as hell dont remember hitting my head or hitting her or she falling down and injuring herself!
"This Isn't Working"
Pls insert text here
Goodbye Benitez u mofo!
Jack Bauer is a kick ass sob!
I Love Glee. There i said it. STFU Haters!!!!!!
Nothing like an ice cold cup of Koi ice cream milk tea after soccer on a hot hot day. 2nd only to an ice cold pint!
June and the Ocean
June is going to be happening!
10th - Amanda back! :)
11th- World Cup starts!!!!!!!
15-20th- Reservist
20+- Jaime back!
25th- Fitness Test
While i was out today i saw this super cute baby. I somehow felt emo cause maybe deep inside i want to have a kid of my own. But that wont happen soon cause im still a boy myself.
Prince Of Persia is not too bad btw. I was expecting more though as a fan of the videogames.
May 2010
9 posts
Coin Dozer for Iphone is addictive as hell!
Love Lost
Our love was lost But now we’ve found it Our love was lost, was lost And hope was gone Our love was lost But now we’ve found it And if you flash your heart, your heart I won’t deny it I promise I promise Your walls are up Too cold to touch it Your walls are up, are up Too high to climb I know it’s hard But I can still hear it beating So if you flash your heart I won’t...
WatchThat tail sure has a mind of its own..
Welcome to the East Yaya!
Yanie is finally living in the East!!!!! If the name is not familiar its because i never use her full name. Yanie AWSOM.
I just saw an ad for the new SK2 Celuminate Essence. Apparently it not only whitens ur skin, it makes u glow too. I guess this is what u gals been waiting for since i know how much women desire to look radioactive.