Crossroad
Anywhere familiar with Robinson Road will know that it is pointless to use traffic lights to cross. In my 3 months working here I have jaywalked more times in my life than the past 5 years of my life.
I wish my office had a shower. It would be great to shower once a day at least during working hours. Just cant stand the heat nowadays. Too freaking hot. There is this Jap guy from the neighbouring office who brushes his teeth everyday after lunch. Respect to him for his OCD with cleanliness. I might join him soon.
As part of my recovery process, I will sometimes reminisce about the past. Today I was listening to Matt Pond PA’s New Hampshire and I thought of R. Maybe it was not the song that reminded me of her but the fact that a friend msged me that she was served by R on her flight back home from Hong Kong. One of the most endearing memories of R was a video i made of her abt a month before the break up. A random video that depicted R as a river monster. Still have it in my phone even though i vowed to delete everything of her. Some things are too precious and hold too much of a sentimental value to delete. Its not that I still love her that i keep the video. The video is just a symbol of how much some one could make me feel and that its possible for me to love someone so much. I always thought i was a heartless bastard sometimes. R proved me wrong.
